{"product_id":"4260437290481-fragile","title":"Fragile","description":"\u003cmeta content=\"text\/html; charset=utf-8\" http-equiv=\"Content-Type\"\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eFRAGILE was written after the darkest day of my life. My life changed forever, and that's how the story of this album began. After my father died, I wrote the chorus of Fragile while I was in the shower and didn't know what to do next. Almost three years have passed and I'm still lost. My best friend and mentor, my father, has died. I doubt I'll ever let anyone get that close to me, just so I don't get hurt again. My mother betrayed me and ran away; \u0026amp; my grandmother, who helped raise me, is dead \u0026amp; my grandfather died after we were deprived of seeing him for weeks. After almost three years of damage control, and now that the hard part is finally done, there's still a big void that can't be filled. Some say the grief will always be there, but it's slowly fading. While it's certainly fading at the same time, I feel as if the wound in my heart is getting bigger every day and hurting more and more. Then I don't feel anything for days. I'm simply anesthetized. I'm angry with myself because I don't feel anything, because I don't cry, I don't scream, I don't collapse. I push people away because nothing makes sense and there's no point in continuing something that isn't pure. I'm not fragile, I'm finally broken.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Rarewaves","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":56509854187894,"sku":"4260437290481","price":15.67,"currency_code":"GBP","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0092\/7504\/8033\/files\/orig_13028502_19375832_20241121024937.jpg?v=1773779050","url":"https:\/\/www.rarewaves.com\/products\/4260437290481-fragile","provider":"Rarewaves.com","version":"1.0","type":"link"}